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LilChicaMichelle
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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
Birthday: 4/21/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Music (Anything) and apparently my favorite is Green Day ~ American Idiot. I am also the Unarmed Drill Team commander at my High School... very scary yes, but I am ready. I am also a the S-3 (staff member) which means I am a Captain. Also in Colorgaurd, Honor Gaurd (Saber Team), Orienteering Team, and, of course, Unarmed Drill Team, and also part of the Track team (owchies much). Well. anything else...just ask.
Expertise: Well....evidentally I learned I am an expertise at Leadership... suuuurreee.... >.>;. I highly doubt that but maybe. I am an excellent typer and thus I creat stories constantly. Yes they have typos but... dun care. Lol! I am evidentally an expertise at Unarmed Drill Team... Whoever said that I swear I am going to point and laugh. I do it for fun and do my best but I am by god not an expert. I have a lot of fun with it though. Ya' know what... you find out the rest. CAFFEINE IN SIGHT!!!!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  LilChicaMichelle
Member Since:
5/23/2005
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| Eh, life still sucks no matter how you look at it, but its getting better. Okay a few mental breakdowns and some heart attacks (XD! Not really) but HEY I'm still here and HEY I'm still trying and HEY I'm still the usual Kimchi-Taco (...also the crazy Asian Chick). But ya' know. Had my friend cheer the happiness up and all that great stuff watching a green fat lard on my screen screamin about how he thinks his ass is annoying and how he loves his pussy cat but wants to be with his wife. ....Don't think dirty you stupid people, I'm talking about Shrek 2. Geeeeze. Anyways. So yeah... things are... getting better. I guess. Well, tomorrow I don't have to work, but I am officially getting a write up day after tomorrow because the stupid machine didn't clock me in. So... whatever. I'll take the stupid write up and get my friggen 2 hours... I worked my ass off for those $10 bucks... AND I'M GOING TO GET MY FUCKIN $10 GOD DAMN IT! XD! Ohhh yes. Being a teenager can be fun as hell... surpass the drama and its good to go. Ummm.... So... I'm going to be up ALL night... again... and sleeping all day... again... and probably drawing and/or studying for driving...thingy...ma...bober. Anyways... so yeah. Thats it.
I hate saying "I Love You" (thats controdicting itself... XD) .... because of the fact I only say it when I honest to god really do mean it. But when you say it... no matter how much you wish it, you can never take it back. They say writing down things are so much more effective... well... "I Love You" doesn't work. Saying it to the person is so much more permanent then on paper or on text or whatever. Cause you look at this person... and "I Love You" turns out to be much more than a 3 letter word but pouring out all truth, honest, care, sincere, dependancy, and all those things so close to you right out of your heart and infront of this one person. And... you have no idea... what this person will do with it. You could have the happy ending and stay with this person... or you could have the cruel fate and have it rejected (which I really don't is that bad... at least you know it couldn't work out from the beginning)... or.. you could have the most painful one. Ya' know... the one you "thought" he/she could've been "the one" but it only turns out to be a figment of your imagination and that it could never be. The one you spill everything and they know... but... then they turn away. What surprises me the most is that people usually find themselves in the most painful one. So... I came up with that either people are just extremly stupid (which I still think to be true) or that people are stronger than what we think. People still hope to find that one person to forever love and to forever care and we risk our heart to find this. Even when we know it could hurt. And even when we do get hurt so much we don't know if we can stand... we still look and turn to hope. Hmm... yes... interesting indeed. XD! Not like anyone is going to read this so yeah. I'm putting in my thoughts because I know this is the only place I can (besides my journal but I'm just to damn lazy to write it) and I'm pretty sure no one will read. Which is ironic when the whole world has the ability to read it... XD! Crazy.
"To the world you are one person... but to one person you are their world."
Love that quote. And its true to.  ! Well, I'll c/ya L8terz everyone. | | |
| Boy oh boy has it been awhile. Okay... lets see. I've jsut been basically working my butt off at Carmike and try to roll in the $$ but its damn difficult when there are those certain people you just want to ring their necks and suffocate them. Especially when you do their job. GGRRR to them. Anyways. But its okay. A lot of cool friends there that I have met and umm... I am getting a lot of money to. But I need to borrow some from my mom so I can go out tonight and I'll have to pay back (she is gunna be so mad at me). Anyways. Well... I'm going to be a God Mother. My best friend, Ash, is pregnant and yeah. It happens like that. Of course I got mad at her and I said she was stupid without a doubt and yes I did cry. But what else can I do? Its not like I can do anything and she isn't going to listen to me anyways. I just wish there was something I can do. But I am going to start saving money so maybe I can help out with the baby or at least so I can see her. Miss her very much I do. But I didn't expect to see her with a kid this soon. Ya' know? I'm going to make sure that she doesn't come over here and waste money. Also going to tell her that she needs to stop smoking because its very unhealthy for the baby. Damn I hate talking like this... its sad. I wish I could just...rewind and say... No, I want her to come over! I can't wait! But...now..its kind of to late for that. So... yeah. Kind of sucks. Well... thats...really it. C/ya L8terz. | | |
| Much catch up you must do. Okay. Lets start from the last two weeks of school. Well, I got my first job at Carmike Cinemas. Fun fun fun! I get to play w/ popcorn all day and watch movies! x.x;! NOT FUN AND DAND! Though you do meet crazy people like Carlos! XD! And also other awesomely cool people like Hiedi, Tito, Hector, Danny, and some other peoples. I also go to see some old friends from Chapin like Potter (steven), and Anthony. So its all cool. And yep. Well, summa vacation is here!!! SO FRIGGIN' HAPPY! A whole two months for me to chill and not think one ounce of school. FUN! And then... lets see what else. Well, not I'm happily going back out with the guy I love very much! ! So YYYEEAAHHH for me. Uuumm.... I dunno what else. O.o;.... I forgot. So yeah... continuing on.
I can't wait till tomorrow! I get to spend the whole day with the person I love very much! ! I can't waaaaiiiitt! I'm so excited! We were suppose to do something on Monday... but lets not get into that. I'm to happy and to tired to think about that. I just want the mall thing to happen so soon! I miss him so much. ! Definatly going to take a lot of pictures tomorrow! Oh so happy! My heart is flying around and fluttering about and my tummies all...tummy...ish...thing... hard to explain. ANYWAYS, lol! Ummm lets see today. I went to work starting around 1:00 PM ish and didnt get a break the whole day and I was basically cleaning up the break room and makin' it look oh so spiffy (but later I watched it turn into a heap of trash...x.x;! The pain!), and then I got out at around 6:00 PM ish and went to Taco Bell w/ meh buddeh Carlos! Crazy guy thats funneh as hell! Awesome friend I have met at work. ! And then, I went to go watch X-Men 3 w/ my parents and uncle. Fun fun! It is a really good movie but not a movie I would watch twice, ya' know? And then I went home... and...well... went lazy. XD! And planned out some stuff w/ my boyfriend. So yes. Tomorrow I am going to the mall and movies (I dun care) with the person I love (BINGO! THATS WHAT I WANT!). XD! So yes. C/ya L8terz everyone! | | |
| Its so friggin' close! I can feel summer vacation. I can friggin' smell it. HURRY UP! Lol! Right now I am in my 2nd class, AP Chemistry II. We are making smorez and disecting stuff like crazy (frogs and pigs) and we are also skinning the frog. We actually get to keep it to. Ain't it crazy? Lol! Gotta love my aunt (she is my teacher). Ummm.... Well, I won't be able to have Chemistry after this though so... :'(. Dern it all. And lets see.... after this is lunch. after lunch is JROTC which I will probably be watching the guy play HALO again. Urrrrggghh. Then after JROTC its Track which we don't do anything because...well... track is over. And I'm stuck with a bunch of crazy girls that spin my head like an owl. X.x;!! my god! Thats when I make my escape (es-cop-EH!) XD to the JROTC building and just watch everyone shoot. Or me shoot. Which is fun. And... thats...it. I just can't wait till next friday! EEHHH!! It is so close! I can CCCRRYY!! Lol! Well... thats it. C/ya L8terz! | | |
| My brain exploaded today... so if anyone finds an extra brain around somewhere, please give me the memo? Anyways. Today I took the SAT test today, which like made my head scream. It was easy at the beginning and I had no problems... then the very last math section just annoyed me. I didn't know all the answers and they were all really hard. Like... I knew them though... I know I do because it looked familiar, but I didn't know how to do it! ARGH! But the English parts were easy, without a doubt. And the essay part just...grrr... lol. I only had 25 minutes and they made the topic so confusing that you had to sit there and figure out where they are saying for at least 10 minutes and then you are left with 15 minutes left in order to write what you have. Lol! DUn that suck? And all day today I'm just going to chill cause I have a feeling I'm going to get sick because yesterday my head was kind of hot and I was really dizzy. So yeah. But I'm ok though. ! So yeah. Thats it. C/ya L8terz! | | |
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